Today i got a message about the street cleaning. My lovely neighbor managed to get them to just write a warning instead of ticket, I moved my blue car. When i go into my franken orange to move her, shes been broken into a second time and this time shes diabled - they tried to hotwire it.
We treated Bronwyn for fleas but there are fleas in the apartment. Not too many but they are they there so im spraying and sweeping to try to get rid of them.
I did dishes.
Im trying to be thankful for my worries, better to have these than not have a home or be hungry with little to no options of food.
Everything I carry, as stoic as I can is heavy, too heavy for today's Sarah.
i called off work.
I smoked a cigarette.
I've had coffee - no food yet. I dont think i can eat.
I need a shower.
I need peace.
I want to be rescued but I dont want to give up.
